HIDUP / 11:03 PM

Hello my dear friends. its been some time since my last post so here goes. I hope you guys are doing well because i know hidup(life) hasnt been a smooth road for many of us. Lol just sharing with you guys about my university application, i got rejected by both NUS and NTU. Feeling shucks but what to do life have to go on. Im still floating around not knowing where to stop, not knowing which path to take. Waiting for NIE to reply ( PRAYING HARD FOR THAT LETTER TO BE IN MY MAILBOX SOON). Now.... this is when i feel that whatever we teach and pass on to the students like the 5 success formulas are being re-enforced in our own lives. Its easy to teach people values but like what Azri (Mirror for KPS) kept saying you've got to "walk your talk". Whatever u ask others to do you have to do it first. Thats when the difficult part comes in. There are times when i myself feel like shit WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! WHERE HAVE I GONE WRONG???? A good example, pathetic ALEVEL results in my eyes. CCEUCC. What type of grades are that? BULLSHIT. WHERE TO GO? Now thats when the success principle "There are no Failures, Only learning experience" comes in mind. Even i feel like scraping tt principle I myself taught my students to follow. Emotions running wild. But we human's dont stay angry, sad, irritaited for a long time. And maybe after a while, those feelings will be long gone and the memories will fade. I pray that i find something else to chase after so that i don't feel so lost.

OK END OF EMOING! hahahahhahah. take care :D

Suhaila

HIDUP / 11:03 PM

Hello my dear friends. its been some time since my last post so here goes. I hope you guys are doing well because i know hidup(life) hasnt been a smooth road for many of us. Lol just sharing with you guys about my university application, i got rejected by both NUS and NTU. Feeling shucks but what to do life have to go on. Im still floating around not knowing where to stop, not knowing which path to take. Waiting for NIE to reply ( PRAYING HARD FOR THAT LETTER TO BE IN MY MAILBOX SOON). Now.... this is when i feel that whatever we teach and pass on to the students like the 5 success formulas are being re-enforced in our own lives. Its easy to teach people values but like what Azri (Mirror for KPS) kept saying you've got to "walk your talk". Whatever u ask others to do you have to do it first. Thats when the difficult part comes in. There are times when i myself feel like shit WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!?! WHERE HAVE I GONE WRONG???? A good example, pathetic ALEVEL results in my eyes. CCEUCC. What type of grades are that? BULLSHIT. WHERE TO GO? Now thats when the success principle "There are no Failures, Only learning experience" comes in mind. Even i feel like scraping tt principle I myself taught my students to follow. Emotions running wild. But we human's dont stay angry, sad, irritaited for a long time. And maybe after a while, those feelings will be long gone and the memories will fade. I pray that i find something else to chase after so that i don't feel so lost.

OK END OF EMOING! hahahahhahah. take care :D

Suhaila