Thursday, May 14, 2009
/ 3:54 PM
It's Morphing Time!
All I wanna do now is to give the team the biggest hug ever. nothing can describe how much I adore the team. for one, I really felt that we had a special something going on within the team. much of my motivation is based on that feeling of that special something. no amount of pain, cramps and shit will stop me from going that extra mile for this very special group of people.
at the same time tho, i'd kinda like to apologise, if i wasn't feeling for the team. my life experiences has somewhat edged me to be non-empathetic and sometimes cold. there are times when i have strong tendencies to think with my head rather than feel with my heart. this is really something that i've been tackling for a while now, and i think will continue to tackle for a pretty long time before it settles. so with that, i really hope that whatever hard feelings that surfaced be bygones.
you could task me to write a 10 page essay about my feelings for the team and the camp, but even 10 pages wun be sufficient to describe my love for both. it's super heartening to be running, walking and limping with 5 very strong people. speechless.
so yes, amazing people, awesome camp, fantastic 4 days...what more could i ask for? so yes, pardon me for the lack of emotion and the lack of language quality. realli realli love y'all.
xoxo,
Sutrisno
All I wanna do now is to give the team the biggest hug ever. nothing can describe how much I adore the team. for one, I really felt that we had a special something going on within the team. much of my motivation is based on that feeling of that special something. no amount of pain, cramps and shit will stop me from going that extra mile for this very special group of people.
at the same time tho, i'd kinda like to apologise, if i wasn't feeling for the team. my life experiences has somewhat edged me to be non-empathetic and sometimes cold. there are times when i have strong tendencies to think with my head rather than feel with my heart. this is really something that i've been tackling for a while now, and i think will continue to tackle for a pretty long time before it settles. so with that, i really hope that whatever hard feelings that surfaced be bygones.
you could task me to write a 10 page essay about my feelings for the team and the camp, but even 10 pages wun be sufficient to describe my love for both. it's super heartening to be running, walking and limping with 5 very strong people. speechless.
so yes, amazing people, awesome camp, fantastic 4 days...what more could i ask for? so yes, pardon me for the lack of emotion and the lack of language quality. realli realli love y'all.
xoxo,
Sutrisno
